oh Mother!

Posted: 11/07/2010 by soniacreativearts in journaling, poetry, prose

Oh mother! you are the most beautiful soul, you created me from nothing and now I am my all!

What seeds dispersed upon the land, seeds of mind and garnered by hand!

I lust for those creative times when two merry minds together bind!

I yearn with my often exotic being for the peace of knowing of knowing of knowing

MY ISLAND

in the mist of lands which feud together and forever

for the cause of man.

I am standing here today shouting at the sun because of the intensity of its rays:

Make, Do, Be, Create, we are art and all and none, everything that is done has been done before and done again and again and again before that:

and that is reassuring, and beautiful, and wonderful

let love be and be love, let love in and out and in again

be so full and so committed

be you

the seeds of art created.

in the exhale

Posted: 27/06/2010 by soniacreativearts in Uncategorized
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in the exhale all is revealed between knee deep sheets and sand covered feet,toes entwined in the semblance of sleep. I take my hand and measure by measure am dissolved into dust. Each cell on my skin vibrates with the quickening pace at which you rupture my essence my presence bystander absorbed into infinity. Was yesterday a second or an hour is today history and tomorrow the mirror of every yesterday? I have lost my sense of time and all I can do is write about the fire which burns into me hour upon hour until I am a vapor and I exist in you and I can be through time and space and body entirely detatched….floating in on the dawn the moon pools under my feet and the sun expels the day hour by hour by hour.

ghosts from the past

Posted: 27/06/2010 by soniacreativearts in journaling, poetry, prose
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living with the strange old ghosts

fearful of their own shadow

fretting at the world around them

dancing in the murk and waiting for the worst

oh well it is not as I intended but lest I shall lie down and allow

the same old beast of burden to upon my soul prowl

I remain in the shroud of indifference to fear

I will not play dead as the world moves

I will seize every moment and squeeze all the juices

feel them run, fresh and cold down my neck and through

onto my breast and run like a child naked and free

Onward! the path is never laid out you must carve your own road and employ your own destiny.

Gulf/gulf

Posted: 12/06/2010 by soniacreativearts in Uncategorized

oil spilling in the gulf of Mexico

my life falling to pieces before me

what was is no longer

what is to be is still a  secret

here I go again another six years of life and a change in tides

goodbye life

I’ve known

hello unknown.

things in my hand

Posted: 07/06/2010 by soniacreativearts in Uncategorized


DSCF2012, originally uploaded by soniacookbroen.

I live in Alabama I live in my own mind

Posted: 02/06/2010 by soniacreativearts in journaling, poetry
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where in the world will we go? another disaster for the ever-enduring, ever maximizing human kind. And the stupids scream at the president, the pundits and profits of fear, profiteers who cleverly guise their lies in the savior disguise, disgust me, unrest me, and make me think I cannot escape their blind stupidity. But that is so naive of me to believe they are as dumb as they concede it is an idiot more who underestimates the power of his running mate and falls pray to the corruption they will willingly devastate you….me…anyone who doesn’t fall in line or turn on a dime at the call of their master slave driver devil in a blue dress preaching and debunking the rest whilst they use and they test their drugs and their chemicals it is us they detest and we are powerless to this mess, we are victims in a crime that doesn’t even exist to the power that is stronger than every single human fist and we’ll fall down like dominos one by one till there’s no one to kill and no where to run and who will the powerful rule when all of the money is theirs and all of the world too but no one is in it except them on their pulpits with giant stone walls, from whom are they fortressed? what a world with no trees, all parking lots and weeds, growing up to the sky in one merciless cry!

for Sam

Posted: 18/04/2010 by soniacreativearts in Uncategorized

My dearest friend, tomorrow is your birthday and I have yet to mail you a card, mail you the painting which I have been promising, mail you photographs.  I lament at my skills of friendship when I hold them up to the mirror of yours. You, who always sends my children Christmas presents and birthday cards, you who calls more often than me.

I wonder if you know of my guilt. I feel ashamed at my failing to call and write like I should. You, who have been my traveling partner and soul mate. For years we knew each other’s ins and outs like well thumbed books. And know I can’t remember your shoe size or if you like to wear dangley earrings. So many years and miles have come between us my dearest friend, so many days and so many nights untold to one another when once we shared every waking hour.

And yet I still see you written on the walls of my soul. A familiar face forever even though our lives are for now on two different trajectories. My sweetest friend, with whom I share countless memories, know that you have never, not once been forgotten from my heart no matter how terrible of a correspondent I may be. You are always with me walking by my side, your voice in my heart as you have touched me and changed me forever with your friendship.

Sister of mine, may you have a beautiful and blessed birthday filled with the love and joy, that of which flows with such ease and constancy from your lovely heart.

 I love you and cherish you and look forward to celebrating this day in your company in years to come!

p.s. letter to come!

The wind that binds the ties to changing

Posted: 12/04/2010 by soniacreativearts in art, journaling, poetry

Northern wind is cold and in the winter moves the sea like a blanket being shaken after a long summer quietly settled and collecting long months worth of pollens and sand.  There is winter in the north like nowhere else.

Southern summers are akin to these winters in that they both turn on as though a magical hand has moved a switch to the universe.

Green green everywhere and everything is suddenly illuminated in vibrant green and growing so fast before your very eyes and at your fingertips, the buds of new life in all directions, boundless possibilities.

Spring the time for Easter to celebrate fertility in all things, and in thus celebrating, we chose to worship the benevolent bunny, of course.

 The Easter Bunny, noble rabbit whom I saved from the rapture of house cat inflicted doom, and not one week out from his day of fame and thunder.  Celebrating said holiday at father-in-law’s house and in post lasagna eating state a squealing is heard from the marsh. Is this a bat? we wonder aloud unanimously. No, not a bat at all, but furry puff ball culprit feline has scampered to the swamp with some poor innocent creature of the night. I, feeling heroic and being partial to the smallest among us on the food chain, decide it is my humane duty to rescue my distant rodent-cousin from the clutches of kitty chow.  And afterall I find no rodent but a true bunny, not a white mutant eyed, albino vampire bunny. Indeed this is the lovely gray and innocuous wild bunny, not but a fortnight old cornered amidst some houseplants and  as previously stated, portly kitty licking it’s grimacing chops at the prospect of having rabbit for what would have had to have been his fourteenth meal that day. And I will tell you that rescuing sir Easter was not the popular choice. No, I had to stand against great protest and find my own moral compass in this most harrowing of situations! Ah but the little bunny came to me and I let it down in a little straw patch which I was later told was home to snakes.  Good luck oh little bunny, for it is not strength which was bestowed upon you but speed and godspeed I bid you.

Bunnys apparently carry a horrifying array of diseases by the way as do all creatures who inhabit the outside. This explains the disgust and reluctance many people have at interacting with wildlife when it actually is occurring in it’s natural environment. We humans however are the pinnacle of safe for consumption.

I wonder if we will have a holiday in our honor one day? What will they put in these baskets? hmmmm, something to think about…

Posted: 10/01/2010 by soniacreativearts in journaling, poetry
so strange, so small, the cover of time the reality fall
new anew again
all time
a circle burning
spiral undone and here it comes sweet spring
light rays pierce the gray, warmth of lust brings blooms to new budding breath
breathe
lips parted in mid word, kissed in the foggy morning of my innocence
a million miles away from there and brighter than the sun love is emitting
love is the harbringer of grace
love is the force to destroy destruction
the tyranny of man ommited
by love
in the arms of rapture, the arms of mother, the sweet ever hopeful gaze of youth!

rain beautiful rain!

Posted: 15/12/2009 by soniacreativearts in Painting, art, painting of the day

here are some new trees.

this is the fog yesterday morning! Really, it was yellow too, well that may be a bit of a visual exageration…..

thank you Photoshop.